All of the lights have faded
I watch my soul through thoughts
The days that were easy
The time that got lost
It seems I forgot
The grass was greener when I was younger
It was greener on my side
The ugly truth
The wasted youth
The lies I tell myself
To feel somewhere near better.

For I have lived and I have learned
These walls have turned to paper
In the end
I write forbidden stories
My fingers bleed
As they wave at long gone glories
The past smiles
An evil grin
Remembers me I once was happy.